Frustrating so-called friendship.

Me: There’s something different about you now..

C: What?

Me: Well, maybe something changed between us.. like we don’t really mesh well anymore.

C: I guess something did change.

Me: Do you/we want to do something about it?

C: Of course I do, but not now.

Me: I see, okay.. Let me know when you want to fix it.

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Jesus fucking Christ. I know I told myself I should stop trying to fix everything when they themselves can’t even see that our group is falling apart, but fuck.. I give in too much, and hope too much that they would finally see and actually start DOING something to stop our friendship from deteriorating.

Ending 2009 with a shitty friendship from high school (supposed) friends.

Thanks for nothing.

I am desperately trying to IGNORE this issue.